Heron Road
We three stand in a photograph
creased at the corners,
A cramped city garden.
Our hair cropped close,
dykes, not gay girls.
Hands in pockets, feet planted wide,
leather and denim,
claiming space with confidence.
We did call it butch then—
and we knew we could be butch and women,
unafraid of being seen.
The photograph does not show
what came next.
The lovers who stayed,
the ones who left,
the ones we buried too early.
Now we look at it
our faces changed
by grief, by weather, by joy.
Some of us are thicker, slower, greyer.
What surprises me most
is not how much we have changed,
but how much we remain the same.
The tilt of a chin.
The defiance in the eyes.
Time has not erased us.
It has strengthened us.
It has taught our love new verbs:
to endure, to forgive,
to remember who stood where
when it mattered.
And in the photograph,
young, lit from the side,
we are still waiting
not for approval,
but for someone to look long enough
to see what was always there:
women who knew who they were,
and never needed permission
to take up space.
Kate, Ceredigion
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