Love from the source

The photo shows Dad’s parents, my grandparents Mary & Charles
A smiling moment, captured briefly, in black and white now faded
At 80, Dad asks once more for them, “where is Dad?”
“I think it would be nice” he says “to give my mother a call”.
My heart both breaks and reaches for
the comfort you once showed.
If we are lucky, we are cradled from the first day we arrive
It’s the strength of love you gave him, that let Dad flourish and survive
This same love holds me steady now, as I try the same,
To hold, protect and comfort Dad in confusion and in pain
I call to you quite often, in this season of the fall
And we do remain connected, from the source into this earth
Though you died a long while past
As each life stage arrives in turn
I appreciate you anew
And give thanks for who you were and are
Your presence sees me through
These days I am reminded
when all is said and done
Many details, plans and strivings
No matter, they are gone
It’s deep connection, love and closeness
That we call for in the end
we are all forever bonded
A truth that comforts in the sunset
What’s been given from the start.
Emily, Glasgow
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